can we begin again?

I make a lot of bad decisions and wrong choices.


I just want to run away, far far away.
I must be strong.

only the creatures of the night will harmonize with me.

I feel stressed. Been feeling stressed quite alot lately. Guess I'm still adjusting to the new... environment of 2.2, like how it was in 1.1, experiencing new things and all. But this time it's quite different, in the sense that the stress isn't coming from school alone.
Time runs out, tick tock tick. I really need to better manage my time and manage my commitments/workload/projects/etc. I want to go back to the days when I had time to play guitar or piano and practice cello. When I had time to read books, been forever since I read a book.


Suiito poteto caramel corn.
I want to watch Gokusen the Movie the day it comes out - today. D:

愛し合って ケンカして 色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて

Helloooo it's been so long since I last blogged. Busy + Lazy, hoho. Well anyway this is what I've been up to these few dayssss, Product & Adv Photography.

Therefore, I conclude that photog is an expensive, stressful, taxing, brain-juice-sucking and time-consuming activity. Hahaha. Though there are times when I think whether I should have chosen GD instead, but oh well it's too late to regret anyway. And looking on the bright side, I've learnt many many things :D
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Thanks to Gwen for Halloween candies! And the Polaroid :D

And I went to Ikea two days ago and they have new showrooms, and this one is superrrr nice, I want my living room to be like this next time:

You have been faithful in all of Your ways; though we may not understand why we go through life this way.

I miss those days when we'd all stay back and hang around and find something to do.
The days when I'd be proud to share with others about how we were all quite bonded.
All that's changed.
Guess we've all grown up, everyone has their own things to be busy with, own committments and relationships to build.
And perhaps I made things worse? I don't know.
But hopefully when everyone's done with their exams, and had some good bonding time during all the December activities, things would be better.
Well, God would know what's best for us.

the warming of the sun upon the earth beneath my feet.

time flies, like the birds (kites? HAHA) in the sky.
sometimes I want time to stand still,
sometimes not.

i just ate 2 white chip macadamias,

and everyone should go watch (500) Days of Summer.
I looove Fox Searchlight movies man. (E.g. Juno! :D)

then walked right through a cloud of flashing lights.

hello.
i've been very lazy to blog about anything nowadays.
can't wait to finish my first roll using my new Smena Symbol (woohoo) and see what it turns out to be!

i'm starting to think whether choosing photog was the right choice :/
ahwell, not like i can do anything about it now anywayyyyy.

open my eyes, I see sky.

Woah the past week felt so long. Had something almost everyday, haha at least I feel that I really made full use of my holidays so far, like:
- walking from Orchard to Bugis
- watching finish a drama (Buzzer Beat, woohoooo)
- playing basketball (like after so lonnnng) and badminton on Children's Day with my TP 1.1 friends!
- going for my first cello lesson (woohoo yes I am trying out celloooo :D)
- attending my very first cousin's wedding (like, how many cousins do I have in total from both sides, 4?)
- playing Captain's Ball in church and going swimming after it, and I am superrrr tired from yesterday up til now. Feels healthy though, HAHA.

Hungry hungry.

a big, heartfelt thank you

to everyone who celebrated my birthday with me! :D
In chronological order,
- my TP friends! Didn't expect you all to come at all, until when Caroline called and said, "come out now now NOW!"
- BANANAS! + 1 cavedog + 1 goldfish. SUSHI BUFFET :D
- my church friends :D super duper stunnnnnn, totally didn't expect it xD

AND, everyone else who wished me a Happy Birthday, on facebook/sms/msn, hahaha.
THANK YOU :D

"The constant battle to live a life pleasing to God is not only normal but God’s way of strengthening us and making us Christlike."
From A Foot in Two Worlds by John Chapman


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sometimes I just really hate myself.